my heart is so heavy
sometimes i think i ll just throw it all and run away
dedicating it to circus art and music and crazy lifelove
but then it s winter
and it s the end of the semester
and it s the end of that old road
and it s time to get on a new path

it s just that - since it hasn t happen so far
i can t imagine at all
that i would ever fall again
so in love
and this makes me wonder
if i could just hear
what you think
but that s the box of pandora
is it!
and it s forbidden
ah the fruit.

sometimes i don t like people at all
especially when they stink
then i am reminded of how weird we are
and animals usually just so much better off
because so innocent and not so fuckin indulgent
i d love to love again
but mostly i am disgusted

i am so sad. so sad. night engulfs my mind

Look into your own heart, the voice whispers.. Strange sounds surround us. Voices. Dreams, Opportunities, Convictions, Expectations, Principals, Ideals, Realities, Necessities, Demands, Pressures...

Ah, sometimes my soul spreads its wings and wants to fly into the warm summer night.
Polar light.
Deserts.
Sounds,
Smiles.
Tears,
Voices.
Stories.
Yet to be discovered by my self.

soap and skin

late night
cry wolf
exactly how i would have done it
the story goes on
life is a miracle
life is weird
this girl is crazy
she flies into the sun
the dark sun
and leaves me here
in goosebumps
and it's so good to forget
and sink
and fall
and rise
it makes all sense now
it comes all together
all she knows
is that she wants the inbetween
the difference
the nuance in black and gray
and i leave her to the white
and sink into the night
giving my peace away
that stirred this mind

mazzy star yet again

and the wounds are healing slowly
the scent of the memories is still lingering in the air now
purified
shedding all the tears
washing it all clean
scrubbing it with the salt
washing it all away

mazzy star
cry cry
like you knew i wouldn't do

it's hard to just keep on keep on
but sometimes that's we gotta do
no rest inside
you have to go so far that you are out of sight
otherwise there would be no way
i could turn around and leave you
and all that love
that was dripping off of you
bathing me in the sunlight
basking in the moonlight
and soft tears
welling up in our hearts
as we felt that our time had passed
a last
kiss
and
love made in fresh linen

like you do
like you do
like you do
like you do