my brother in law just showed me the 1928 movie he engineered sound for during his producerclasses at MI.
obviously people where tripping when they heard it, as it was his first project and just, oh my god, so fucking amazing!!!!!
the teacher said he should do it as a professional and shit.
ha! I thought it was quite good but it didn't impress me like i don't know what.
and now i understand slowly the hype about my person at my college in berlin. i don't say that in a self conceited way because, honestly, i didn't get it really at all. but slowly i understand that the majority of people have no clue what really is amazing but are quickly impressed by blabbing like from yours truly. for american standards i am very shy and sort of self conscious. but for europe i am probably quite outgoing and yeah, blessed with a healthy self esteem.
in a previous post about how fair destiny is or something like this i talked about how i was the one in my family who didn't have problems at all in school and shit and my sis here apparently told my other sister how strange that seemed to her and stuff. well, when i came here it was ME who was surprised to hear from everybody around me how fucking great they are in what they are doing. whether or not that is true, may not be up to me to judge, but it is a matter of fact that here in los angeles everybody is just freaking amazing in what they are doing,.
now i understand my sister who sort of freaks out with pohtographers who are overpaid just because they photographed famous people and claim to have 15 years of experience. she stil makes better photos and they are more artful then most of teh shit you will find here. and it s not only with photographers it is with the whole film and music industry.
they are introduced to producers and composers who are, oh my god so freakin amazing! and then, honestly speaking, they simply suck. at first my sis would go like to her hubby and ask ' am I an arrogant bitch or whats the matter? or simply stupid?' but he would also think that this is bullshit so they came to the conclusion that there are obviously so many OH MY GOD SOOO AMAZING PEOPLE out there who are just freakin lame. you know what i mean?
i just wonder where that comes from...hollywood greasses its own weels maybe a little too much.....but maybe thats also a common american feature? what about bush and the people who really voted for him? now, THATS AMAZING!
the good things about it is, that i can learn how to promote myself relentlessly and self convinced. thats something i wouldn t learn like that in Europe, thats for sure. I just have to joing the blabbinb bubble dubble gubble and then we will see how gorgeous i am, ahhh, so effing amazing.....hahaha.
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