i know

okay. see, i know you read this.
i know that there are some people who know me personally read this blog occasionally. well, those whom i told about it for some reason know me well enough to distinguish stuff, how it is meant, what is fiction, what is most probably reality and all the works.
well. just recently some approached me because stuff i wrote was whack, mistaken and blah. it s not the first time. i have received mails which were based on stuff i wrote and people drew conclusions by what i wrote.

i just want to clarify here once more what this blog is about: it IS a writing experiment and in the same time a ventile for me to express myself. whatever i write, sure it s not FAKE, as the title already indicates. but not all can be taken literally, not all is meant dead serious, whenever i write about me personally, for example you guys should keep in mind that i am being sarcastic and self ironical most of the time. i have good laughs about myself at times. and at times stuff i write is merely therapeutical. so if i, for example post stuff that people wrote about me in the yearbook and it s all oh so self flattering its therapeutical. this blog is meant to be anonymous in the first place. i don t have to prove anybody whether or not i am loved, cool or stupid and fucked up. you bloggers know that probably because you have your own blogs. if i had a bad day and write something to make me feel better its really for that fucking sake, okay? i have a blog that i write for my friends and family and as a matter of fact it is different from this experiment here.


here it s all a mirror, it s all reflection, all filtered through my perspective, respective mood, music i am listening to when i am writing and stuff that happens around me. it s an expressive experiment so to say.

and now shut the fuck up all of you and enjoy or leave. i don t feel i need to justify myself ever again for making myself vulnerable. i am done with the toughtough nut stuff.