the lives i haven´t lived. but it is good to remind myself that the beauty i have created with friends has its own value and tells its own stories of time.
however, there will be a day that i take to the road. it may or may not be with likeminded folks. i may be alone. i may be with others. but i will take it to the road.

the dreams in a flurry. you just gotta do what you love. you just really gotta do what you love. and you gotta remind yourself of it every now and then so you don´t let life´s routines take that away from you or leave it up to your demons to decide. your malfunctions. your destructive patterns. they are what they are but they can´t conquer it all.

occasionally i dream of you. and there is a range of missing that kicks in every now and then.
and then there is not one single day i don´t think of you Jo.
and there is not one single day that I don´t long to know.
but such is life. thus i will go. i will go and do what it takes.
it may be like this: follow your passion. and don´t forget what it is about. don´t abandon your ideals entirely. keep them as guiding stars.

you know....