Thursday, May 19, 2005

girls and masturbation

well, when did it start, i guess it was all bad influence of one of those teenie magazines where they said it s a really good and important thing to masturbate. dunno whether that s true or not, but it worked for me to start exploring myself...
I was maybe 13 or so and i tried and it was all in vain. didn't work. didn't have a clue what they were talking about. i guess i was all dry. lol
but somehow i couldn't let go of it, thought, man, there must be sth about it.
so i tried and discovered myself and once i knew it worked there was more and more often nights I'd play myself to sleep...yeah, and i would read all those cheap love-stories which are close to pornographic contents to stimulate my phantasy...

sure, nobody really talks about it.
Once my sis asked me whether I actually did masturbate and I acted like 'oh, what? do YOU do that?' gosh, have i been a little hypocrite!!!! I think I even once caught her half on her way to an orgasm lol

haha, when I think of it now its really lots of fun. girls....
a relief when i met marina. she and i would just talk very openly about it. pretty cool. gosh, i mean, EVERY woman at least tries it! so don't even rais your eyebrows and PLEASE don't aske me how often. it all depends on the woman damn!

marina was like 'oh my boyfriend never gets me there. i only have orgasms with myself.'
well, that sounds admittedly pretty sad, but let me tell you sth guys: we have LOTS OF FUN even without having the ultimative orgasm! fuck it! we are different! but yeah, we know you like us spinning off. so either just be that inspiring or just let us fake it ;-))

i mean until i met L.A. i also had only orgasm with myself. but now, that he actually drove me THAT crazy i cannot deny that its even more fun together...lol

so, to sum it up, there is hardly any woman who did not masturbate in her life and habits are very different. For me sport works just as well. BUt wouldn't miss it. And if you ask all the women in your environment don't expect to get honest answers ;-)

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