my dear dear Arim
oh my love...how much i wish i could have been with you and talk to
you about it face to face...if you feel you have to meet him (explanation:
a real touch and tender (t&t) German guy, incredible kisser, nice and slow,
but doing hard drugs....my dear Arim is still in Berlin, yeah!), go for
it, but don't please don't, for gods sake make him think you could
help him out there. you can't . please learn from me in this case, i
have been through a five year sad tragedy with pedro and i know what i
am talking about. the only way how those poeple can get out of there
is when their friends and family turn away from them and they keep
encountering people who turn away and say what you said before you
left maria. i think that was great.
i hope you keep yourself together and remember you roots. thats
tremdendously important. remember how you used to be quite religious
and the hiking trips? thats all still in yhou. thats why people who
are fucked up are attracted to you. they are attracted to me, to j,
(my sister), anybody who is goodhearted and open and tolerant, curious
as a child. mira, you are a child, too. i am a child, you are a child,
we are children. don't you forget that. we are gods children. foremost
and for all, but then we are also just like children. we can sit on a
sidewalk on a sunny eastern morning, fresh but nice air, and clap
hands and giggle. we didn't take drugs that night, i hope you
didn't...and still we had fun. see, thats the child in u s. we can do
it, and believe me arim, out here more than ever i realize, that this
is not the normal. thats not the norm. not many people can be like
that. you have these big eyes, this sweet voice, this good heart, you
listen, you are shy but so flexible. people want to make love to you.
you bring the good out in them. they want to touch you, get sth from
what they think is so angelic and good in you. you did drugs, but you
are not hardcore and hopefully you are not into it (i pray, pray and
pray! No E no more, mira, thats fucked up and stupid. it messes up
your brain! it does! my little gipsy here has been through all the
shit, and man, he knows enough about drugs to scare the shit out of
you! there is no drug that doesn't harm you. the bad thing is, it also
messes up your mind and soul. the genuinity of it. the purity. i know,
me too, i wanted to go through the dirt and mess. there is nothing
wrong but don't forget your roots.
i gotta go right now, i ll write more later...my brother in law needs
his computer.
i love you arim, don't you forget that. i hope to hear from you soon
much much love and smiles
your little piranha, using her teeth every now and then ;-)
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