procrastination is not good when you deal with cancer

I planned on writing him this wonderful letter, send him CD's and photos and now he is gone.
Monday, European Time, my dear Godfather has left us. And I sit here in Santa Monica and ponder on life, death and the inbetween. There is more to life than death. For me at least, it goes sort of without saying that it doesn't end right there. I believe that those who leave the physical world will hear or feel us when we talk to them in our mind.
Still - it is such a heavy feeling of regret that weighs my heart down. Procrastination is not good when you deal with people who have cancer.
Intimidation should never hold you back from expressing what is in your heart. Intimidation mingled with ego is the worst. Don't think about yourself so much, about whether or not it is good or not in case you do that. As long as it doesn't harm anyone go ahead! People can decide for themselves whether or not they like your letter or gift or whatever. Leave it up to them, give them a chance.

RIP ROLF. You've been a great person in my life and with all the things I have done wrong maybe, I still am happy that I've known you and I will try to learn my lesson.

IN LOVE

Piranha