the bright side of the moon

well, just to reconcile me with myself i thought to push the button, and publish here the comments my fellow students wrote on me for the yearbook: (you know, just to make myself feel good for a moment...allow me the pleasure, and see, what those, who were closest to me during the last few months, think about me:)

-She is a sexy taboo-breaking mind-blowing portrais-drawing Mama (sor of like Matron Mama Morton in Chicago, just kiddin') want to read your essay on Kant and Aristotle (since you toiled so hard!)
-Too talented and crazy audcacious. Nothing is impossible for you
-Talented, funny, very energetic, very extroverted, and talkative; however, her general knowledge is not always good, and she often tends to be superficial and biased. (well, well! ;-)
-You amaze me everytime i see you bitch! you know i love you, bitch! ick komm da ma besuche, egal wo! (i come to visit you no matter where)
- she is german, but....she could manage to be part of Russian Mafia!
-The most acitve, energetic, and social girl I have ever met. At least one person who is alive here.
-love and energy are never spent
-somewhere in this storm of energy there is a very fragile heart, isn't it, meine 'kleine' deutsche katze?...(my little german cat) grrrrrr. ;-P
-Is there anything that Piranha will not make LOVE to? In 2000 years Piranha will be worshipped as the 'goddess of love' and all will sing and dance in her name. Piranha is immortal (well, well, if they make love to my music I would be already happy with that!)
-You're a hurricane! very loud, very strict, looooots of fun. You keep ecla in tones, thats great!
-russian mafia's slave
-very strong person, ecxtremely curious and positive. will have to make choices at some point, however, they'll probably be always the right ones because there are no bad decisions!
-Hm...
-How much energy can one person have/ thank you for wonderful nights out!!!! I'll really miss you! you brought some glamour to ecla! Kiss+kiss+kiss
-dynamism personified
-French affair have a song 'you're so sexy, sexy, sexy' well I think I have a right to devote this song to you! go, get 'em girl!
-I just lack words to say how much I love U! clap-clap-clap. THis is a person of 100 talents, the biggest one of which is to make people around her happy. Don't forget our rules and thanks for the amazing time we had in berlin there is more to come....
-a german emblem (huh???)
-so alive
-concentrate and you will do it! all the best for your! (love)
-my friend out of necessity, after all it wasn't bad, huh? You need a 48 hour day with all you do! my dear neighbour, I have enjoyed every minute of your company! always H&H ;-)
-fun, full of energy, super talented! the only 'corrupt' German I know! Viva! (haha, I know it was you Jane!) (She and I did sth very corrupt recently and as irony would hvae it we both want to work for the UN or so as lawyers, fighting for human right hahaha)
-a lump of nerves with a big, warm heart inside.
-the best guitar teacher ever!

Well, this doesn't sound too bad. And as i am writing this self-glorifying post now anyways i can add some other stuff that people commented on me just as well:

-I really couldn't describe how beautiful piranha is. She has a heart of gold! I will remember all our great conversations
-Few days ago I was asked about you and I really couldn’t find enough words to express my opinion about you!!!piranha, I ‘m sure you know this, but I will tell this again, you are such an impressive for all people who meet you!for me you are the person I love and respect so much that sometimes it so complicated to explain!!!all ideas and minds you have are such an interesting and I still keep thinking (even 1,5 year passed) of some of them and you are just so perfect for me, just an example!!!I love you so much and I hope I will see you again one day (huh, okay, this is a bit too much ain't it ;-P )
-Hi piranha , I just want to tell you that your song really touched me!
-I was even more astonished when I heared her playing the guitar and creatively inventing new lyrics.
-you should hear her improvised guitar-playing (with improvised lyrics, too!) (*piranha-smiles-embarrassed* lol)

-Piranha is full of energy, - seems like she alone could try to change the world, - that is the same sort of energy (at least it seems for me) as Michael Moore has in U.S., rebelling against the existing political capitalism. Piranha is the best woman guitar player I ever met, too. And in addition, she is... ah, just wonderful and helpful!

- She has got this spontaneity and positivity that make her shine
-You know, there are people you see everyday for years and still you feel them kind of... distant and then again, there are people you meet for the first time ever and after a couple of minutes you are under the amazing impression that you know this person since... ever...THATS piranha
-She is an angel, just instead of a harp she has the guitar and her beautiful strong energy. Her lyrics are just genious and full of love (AN ANGEL!!! ;-))

:)

so now i can go to sleep. knowing that i have to hand an essay in until 2 PM, prepare a presentation on some sad holocaust issues and go at 11 AM with E. to buy frames for my exhibition...well well....and all this after a danced-through night at watergate...

see, whatever all these nice comments are about in the end (and be SURE that there are as many, if not more, bad things to say about me ;-)), one thing seems to impress most of all people who meet me: my energy.

well, i always wondered WTF do they mean by that? and slowly i realized it. i actually CAN do this. dance through a night, knowing that there is so much to do and then do it. dance through a night and run 10 km. or write two papers and go frame-shopping for my exhibit. and this is only possible thanks to this energy which i happen to have :)

the sun is rising now. i have to start writing...
love

mjamani