decisions you don't regret

because it generates some fire.
the eternal fire is kindled, you feel alive, you feel like a human being because dancing is one of the finest expressions of being a human, if you ask me. I felt his desire increase and start burning. his moves became ecstatic and the music just carried us away. when you stop thinking about whether you do something wrong or not as it is 'supposed' to be, when your body starts moving to the music, in the music, when your mind and your sould BECOME music, when the energy between me and him started vibrating I felt I was there. Salsa, dancing in general, is such a nice expression of love and desire, of lust. It is so playful, so serious, so explicit, so hidden, so civilized, so wild. I let go of my thoughts tonight. I strip my soul and let go of all the burdens that weigh me down these weeks. My hair moves in waves, the rhythm is echoed in every inch of my voluptous body. The women in me and I become one. As the hot and sweaty air absorbs me the only thing that counts is now the eternal flow of movement, of high tide and low tide, of opposition and yielding, of softness and hardness of leading, being led, inspiring and be inspired. It is the rhythm of live, it is the story of the fire that burns in us and which will burn us down in order to reunite us in the ashes from which we will rise into a new life, a transformed body, a transformed mind and soul, it will transform us as every and any genuine and true encounter with another being will transform us.
What is left you ask? It is the single left dancing shoe in a corner of a wooden floor up in the attic, a strayed sound hanging in the spiderweb behind the door and a wine glass with a red teardrop left inside, in which seeing eyes reflected the firedance in a burning gathering of sweating bodies and sparkling souls.

It doesn't matter how you look like. How selfconscious you are. How sad you are. How rich you are. How smart you are. If you only find the key to the part of your soul that makes you let go of all those restrictions, fears, prejudices, opinions and open you up to the music, the eternal sweetness of the lovers fight, the possibility of genuine encounter on a different level.

don't even try to ask her for her number or attempt to get her in your bed tonight. we all like sex. but don't think about it now. not yet, don't. just mingle in this tide, play with me, fight! let go of all those thoughts, feel with me, feel the vibrating energy, see, see, feel how it talks, communicates, how it it pure joy, oh so so pure, purity of joy. move my body, move it artfully. take care of me, inspire me!

maybe, later, when its dawn, we might think of something else. we might think of the other interesting side activities of life, ah which are simply life. fuck side activities. it s all about being 100% whatever you do, always, whatever you do. don't attempt to remind me of sex now. this is it already....

I am happy I went although I was so tired...