Wednesday, June 29, 2005

lovers

what a pitty.
he could have been such a good lover
but for some reason there is something that makes this man an egoist all of the sudden.
love without affection...- nah!
you better watch out to maintain the delicate balance of energies here, you better watch out to keep this woman in good mood. don't leave now. not yet. lets create a little illusion here. build a castle with me out of sand....the ocean will take care of it, don't you worry dear....
this is not deception. this is art.

lovers lovers....

there are so many songs about you.
it is really not difficult to make this special, dear. a little more style, thats all.
and of course it is not enough that only I make the effort, there are always two to it.
don't act as if you didn't understood, as if you didn't know. I know you do. others did before you..

india.arie sings my longing out into the black night. I miss you. I miss you so badly.

lovers lovers....

i am so frustrated because it is such a warm and beautiful night but the bare and naked truth somehow feels uncomfortable under the summerstarsky
its not the innocence that is lost but it is a transgression of rules that maintain the high art of making love. innocence is in my heart with all the deep longing I feel. I feel you do too. I feel you all do... do you, do you.....

-needs fulfilled the snake draws back. gold wasn't found. the treasures are hidden. knights used to find them. superheros. heavy hitters. dragons to be defeated, songs to be sung. poetry for sure is food for the soul. style for sure is food for the mind. a good conversation. mind sex....dead prez....thank you, oh thank you for that....

lovers lovers....

don't you forget that you won't be happy either. it doesn't feel good.

?where did my knight go to? Japan? Amsterdam? Frankfurt? Geneva? far far away__


oh when do you come back? when will the others ever learn? isn't there a way lovers can be guided by you ;-) all lovers should be guided by that one star far away up there...all lovers should know....all lovers should be artists, should be performing high art rather than degrading themselves to where they came from....

piranha ate her lovers :)

8 comments:

Jamie said...

aren't there lots of examples in the wilderness about women eating the man after sex...

black widow spiders, the praying mantis...are there more? i dunno but thats enough for me to think...
hey! thats normal, right?

[I posted a witty remak to your comment on my page ;)]

ambercolleencollins said...

If only love would be treated as art... How beautiful that would be!

Ugh...

-G.D. said...

Don't you hate it when you have a taste of lust and love for one that is truly special. Always a sad moment for me, as I wonder what will happen to me when they or I leave. To have something great to compare the others to...

I go back and forth from wanting intimacy to kicking my lovers off the bead with one swift kick in the head. Can't make up my mind really...Sex for the sake of pleasure, pleasure for the sake of intimacy, loving for the sake of art.

It's all so deliciously confusing.

Anonymous said...

I have nightmares about spiders all the time.

I wonder if it's a subconscious fear of women.

chrome said...

heavy concept "love without affection".

mind sex. tight tune, made me sit up and watch these guys. revolutionary muzak.

good looking out

ana said...

It’s stupid and pitiful when people don’t have the courage to go “all the way”, to really share an experience, to give and to get …

If they want to get in the game they have to play it, if you cant handle it, don’t play …

How to convey the message that there’s such more pleasure, that they’re at the entrance of an undiscovered world, just being content with a little taste …

emeralda said...

emajames: exactly...but honestly, I actually ate chocolate thereafter ;-)) and considering that chocolate is widely believed to be a substitue for sex this should make one wonder....

bellajolie: yeah, and you know, I guess thats where I am heading too. love as art. i mean, that doesn't exclude the 'wild-hard-porn-sex' that also lies in the range of desires of many people, but most importantly it should be art in the most beautiful sense of the word....thats where dead prez with their song 'mind sex' kick in....you can have both, but both!!!

-g.d.: YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! thats the fucking point. to have met this 'knight' and have to bare the medicore rest of the world. but i prefer to have something great to compare others to than not, because it makes me grow and maybe others too. in a way i understood that it is my obligation to express my desires and feelings and expectations more clearly and it only worked after I have met this 'knight'...so it is all good, and yes, all deliciously confusing.....

lightning bug's butt: man, you fear your subconsciousness. so i guess you are fearing the female side in you rather than real women ;-)

obi: yeah, that made me sit up too and listen to them. they are revolutionary and great. although i don't agree with all their concepts but they are great mc's at any rate and such that you d be happy to know your kids have trust in.....too bad i am not black myself ;-))

ana:exactly exactly....there is so much more in store for all of us.the sad point was, that this guy is afraid of more. he is afraid when he pushes it a little further he might get into emotional struggles which he wanted to avoid at any rate. too bad for him. i am not going to be satisfied with that anymore. not anymore, darling.... ;-))

Running2Ks said...

As always, riveting imagery :)