...I envy Heidi Klum so much. Aaaargh. She's got first of all such a gorgeous guy and second of all a kid and soon she will have another one.
Looking at my life I see that it is great, I mean I am really happy with where I went and where life leads me to and where I decide to go. But...
sometimes I just have this feeling that I don't really want to wait until these things will happen to me. I want to just skip the next seven, eight years and be at a different point of my life. Does that sound very weird? I know that the 'student-years' are supposed to be great and stuff and I think they will be great. I mean they already ARE great! But .....
I envy her so much ! I am JEALOUS! Maybe it will prove wrong, but I really think that SEAL is the best match for her. When I was younger I used to like Lenny Kravitz a lot but I don't think that he'd be a good match for anyone. Who cares anyways... ;-P
I want to have a baby too. I want to have a Mr. Wonderful at my side, I want to love him and build a family. But so far I have to deal with me being a young 22 year old stupid fuck up trying to find her way to you, you, who I am sure is somewhere out there....
I want someone like Seal....still.....haha...immature me....
3 comments:
Seal frightens me.
Jealousy is not good. Maybe Heidi is jealous of normal people like yourselves that aren't in the spotlight all the time.
Your life is what you make it. Think positively and good things will happen as a result. :)
yeah, peachy, you are definetly right. it is also nto so much her popularity that I envy but the fact that she has a seemingly wonderful husband and children. i want to have children so badly but i know it is not the right time for me....it s so sad. i mean, there is never a right time for children, i know that well, they come when they come or when you forgot to take the pill or use a condome l-0))
but, still, i know it wouldn't be good now. thats why i d love to skip the next years, get over that problem of mine not to be ready for a relationship and actually be in a nice funtioning and meaning ful relationship aaarghgggh. ah i think thats enough talking here...
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