if i can't fly at least i want to fall

So what can I say now
After the clouds have passed
And the thunder ebbed out
There is still nothing that could make me proud

Come on come on let me punch this wall!
What else has to happen to make this wake up call

Boredom kreeps up to me
From behind
It s like doggystyle and being blind
Beauty surrounds me
I might suffocate
What the hell makes me think it is already too late?

Come on come on let me punch this wall
Nothing really makes sense at all

Can you feel me
Can you relate
Some people come early
Some people come never or simply too late
Fuck the rhymes
Fuck you too
I just don’t know anymore
What to do

Come on come on let me punch this mufa wall
Let me break down this stupid empty echoing hall

No satisfaction
Whatsoever
I try and try
Fuck everything
Start to cry
Ye ye we all want to fly
Fuck everything
I drop and run
Garbage can coffee and cigarettes
Pretend I have fun

Wish I would come(ha what a nice word pun)
To grips and to inspiration
Fuck all I see
Is bleak desolation

Come on come on let me punch this wall
If I can’t fly at least I want to fall