hello down there

i am high. like fuck.
ah again, those word puns. punch punch!
i think of how much I am in the mood for CRAZY love now! how much I wish you would suddenly stand in the door, walk up to me, take my hips into your hands and slowly but firmly pull me over to you, so I can feel you pressed against my back, holding me tight and soft in the same time...because i feel so hot and horny right now it is freakin hilarious.
what would i do, if i had my own place like this? I would spend days and nights in front of the fireplace, covering every inch of this building with our love. not to say with the juices of our love!
ah, yeahs, no worries no more...
i feel like dancing, batteling energies, female male principal. mentioning the 'little prince' by exupery, driving down the lane like you are nuts and pretending you don't want more than just a little bit of fun.
wild dancing nights in berlin. crazy. the mood in the early morning hours is definetely heavy from yearning and physical willingness to give in to the ever moaning rhythms of the sea called LOVE.

ah, you, you are so far away. why did I have to come here,, go there?
I don't know. my head weighs heavy down. all this i have never shared - with my friends.

there is so much more i would like to say now. things that sound witty and pretty gay and ingenious like.
but all i can say i am jealous of my cousin who got to have wild sex with a guy who couldn't come because of some substances in his blood that i don't know of, in a HOT TUB. now, how fucking hot is that? well, and who can tell me I shouldn't be JEALOUS of that?
i think of wandering birds and definite decisions you can make in your life.....

is this a dream or the dream?

why aren't you here to help me here. maybe i wouldn't be here then, if you were here. will we ever meet again?

i am afraid to lose you baby.
I am afraid to go too far
I am afraid to stay too close
I am afraid to lose myself

my head is heavy
longing weighs it down
my vagina crouches like a tiger and scrouches in my ear: i am in love with his little john.
i just laugh and cunningly cunnylingylingy :) don't be such a pervert

but i am so much in love with you. i really want you. i want you to want me completely.