Saturday, December 24, 2005

collecting impressions....a different way of self reflection.....a little more refreshing than being depressed anyways

PMS-ing big time, sitting in my bed, being sad and mad that Dany doesn't call although he said he would (FUCK THAT. I HATE THAT BIG FUCKING TIME!), having realized that I made the favorite Jeans of my sister dirty and she just saw me and got very mad at me because i took them although she said extra that i shouldn't take THESE one....well, how stupid can i be, i took them and was going to wash and return them before she got home but i, of course, failed doing that. fucking procrastinator that i am. and freakin childish idiot, waiting for a phonecall. starting to think that love sucks, just for that little reason. come on already....ah, i forgot, PMS=ing. yeah, damn, i should never forget THAT should i. argh.

okay and now the better part of this post: i met this jamaican guy today on third street promenade, apparently the number one chess player there, he played for free against anybody who wants to on the street.....

we went for a coffee and thats what he wrote just now and it made me so happy and cheered me up big time in my freakin PMS foggy state of mind and depression that I decided to share that with you:

Hi i just want to say it was fantastic meeting u tnite i really enjoyed our
talk at that internet coffee house there many things u said that got me
thinking about various people in my life i like that i hope that someday we
can meet up and speak again, yur very freindly and open wioth lots of energy
and desire to meet and make freinds with new people i admire that, yur cute
too which is a very nice bonus anyways take it easy maybe i see u tmorow but
if i dont have a great christmas and memoroable new year and will see each
other again yur amazing if not here then possible in europe or elsewhere
keep in touch tall cute girl Love Pablo XXII


ps. he said, CUTE

lol......

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