you look great together!

i can't see it...but i can hear it. whenever you call my name - a passionate whisper that feels like one of those beautiful warm harvest storm winds back back home - i feel how love is drippin into my mind. my body aches i am feeling the love that i can't believe that i can't analyse that i will never understand but always comprehend.

I took your hand on the street and it was cold and wet. Your heart beat like a foreign but oh so familiar rhythm, I felt you were struggeling but you succeeded in this fight.

See, I can't understand really what it is like to be always on the run, always being cautious, what if, what if the authorities find out and send you away.
But I love you.

We went together to take that test. No matter how much you trust somebody, caution is the mother of protection. I have a friend, she loved her man, and see her now,down and out, struggeling with what she did not expect to ever encounter...

When we walked back from the medical center I held your hand and I felt strange. The old guy whom I always see in front of this store smiled his bright smile when I threw mine in his direction and he shouted, as we walked by 'Yo, man, you better treat this lady right!' - you turned around, laughed, thumbs up...A few steps further another guy said to his friend, so we could hear 'hey, wow, what a beautiful couple! they are lucky man...'

I squeezed your arm proudly, I felt like a queen next to you, a sudden rush of love to my heart...
Later, when we came out of that pizza place another guy, one of those hollyweirders who makes stand up comedy on the street and tries to sell his rap album went off 'oh, hey, you look so good together, such a nice couple, ya all stay together allright?' and then he started beat boxing and you grabbed my hand and we all laughed and Sean was sitting right there at the Green Room and I was allright with that....

Oh, Dany, dany...

then i remembered how Jean said once to me, before everything happened, back when I was busy having a crush on Sean, that she saw me talking to you...and she said, who's that guy? you looked really great together....

and then, in the evening I was jamming with Keita, the guy who is such a wonderful gentleman and so much in love with me, bringing me flowers, earrings and writing lovesongs for me (honestly, if it would work to talk oneself into fallin in love with someone I would have gone for him...but in matters of heart reason doesn't always have so much to say....and that being said, I still think that Dany is the best one for me...it s just... I love Keita too, in a different way, but I really do! and I would love to give him all that what he is longing for, but I can't....so that's sad somehow...). Anyways, as we were jamming we sang this song and as usual we started actually communicating, talking while singing...I sang him a song that expressed all those feelings that I just have put into a bracket...and later I told him that I fell in love and he asked whether it was Dany, because he had already thought that we were a little more than just friends and he said 'i think you look great together...'
bam! even Keita says that!!! and he said, that he is happy for me, of course, sorry, that it isn't him but he is genuinly happy for me that I found that and he said he is grateful that I was honest from the start, telling him about all the guys i was flirting with which made him understand that he couldn't push too much...


oh boy...isn't that the coolest thing to hear, when you are newly in love?

it is like this love is resonating! we are the love that people want. we are the love that people are happy to see because it nourishes the hope that deep deep down we all have....the hope for love, love, love lika that.....

and I love him...