I stayed up like two nights in a row, one night dedicated to a freakin businessplan i ll never look at again ever in my life the other night to helping my niece and sister to sew the dress for my niece's moviepremiere.
it was really exhausting, i feel i am growing out of that age when you think it s so fucking cool to NOT sleep. DAMN, i dig sleeping. wow`
iw as really afraid i d fall asleep during the screening of the movie, but i can proudly anounce that i fell asleep only at the end..you know those weird secondsleep dreams....dang
before the premiere, however, i was still busy in changing minor stuff on the dress and shit, and like ten minutes before the premiere i realized now that i am wearing a super elegant gown i should think about wearing my sneakers (the only shoes i have these days) twice. so me and my dear cousin R. rush to some huge mall in Beverly Hills and run through the gigantic universe of capitalistic glamour and glitter covered hell and, the unbelievable: i find shoes, that is, boots, in a matter of five minutes.
now, as a woman you d understand why the fudge that is so freakin unbelievable. but as a woman with feet size 10 (yes, 10) you d understand me even better.
a nd knowing me you d already taken your hat off and congratulated me as if it was my day of breakin the world champion record of cross country running or something like that: i HATE shoe shopping more than any woman on this planet, and i usually spend money on music and food and thats it already.
so, i found the cowboy boots i wanted since three years already, they fit me PERFECTLY, awww, freakin comfortable! and out we run and I was happy like a little snow queen.
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so there i go. the afterparty in some fancy berly hills hotel was sort of (yawn) interesting, food and booz for free, i danced a little salsa with some guy and then Dany came to pick me up, thanks god. I was SO TIRED.
i slept like a stone in his arms, he watched me sleeping and snoring (apparently...awww.....yuck) and everything was sort of strange today in the morning. a lot of unspoken words and i don't know what.
then he called me later this afternoon when i was babysitting my nephews and told me he went to that medical center where we made those tests last week and picked up his results.
god, he really put me in tense, i waited for his response and lord, my heart was racing as if it was some fucking olympic games participant.
but, oh well, everything was FINE. and i sink down on my kneew and I pray and thank god and the good guardian angel this guy has, because he pulled off some major bullshit in his late teenie years with drugs and messing around.....
so i got to pick mine up too, one of these days and then we'll take it from there , tee-hee
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the other good news is that two of my best friends in germany are doing so great, it seems like all our lives got so much more moving and exciting over the course of the last past months...we start discovering our own paths in life and who we want to become.....
ah, and i have vacations now and i can't wait to have my gipsy entirely and not to have to worry about getting up and being somewhere in time...fuck obligations just for a minute or two!
i hope my test results will be fine.....damn.....
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