funny how life goes.
the one guy who let me completely free, did not bother me with his emotions and shit, the one guy who called me from the very beginning a 'whild child full of grace' is the one with whom I slowly but surely slip into something that other people label as 'relationship' but what we refuse to see as such. That is, I am completely free to do whatever I have to do but the funny thing is that I don't want to because I don't want to hurt him.
I saw Jay a last time again, just the other night, and man, the next morning - I just missed my gipsy so much.
Keita is still a very important person in my life though and so is Sean. But I don't have any ambitions to develop these friendships into something physical at all....
It is so special to be with my gipsy, he is such a special special person...So is keita but but but, whatever will be will be, everything is fine as it is right now. Keita would need and demand total commitment, I couldn't give that to him and we both know that.
It s funny how you sort of get addicted to kissing and spending time with a certain person once you've been there. it s funny how i become such a sweet and cute person when you forget about my mean attacks and upset yelling fits every now and then....they come inclusive the package, man i was freakin conceived in ITALY. so no surprises! i warned you!
Oh Gipsy, you found your way somehow, sneaked into my heart......so what are we going to do now....what are we going to do now with that....should i just forget about you being five months younger than my little brother? (that makes you two years younger) should i just not analyze that much no more?
Gipsy, Gipsy....
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