so in love...the city of angels

i can't believe it, dear bloggers out there in the bloggersphere; i am so in love
that hasn't happened to me i think since five years straight. I know that last year with J I was in love too, in a way, I felt like on a cloud, all the tiredness came out, I was a cuddly sweet person and I couldn't believe that we found each other again and that it felt so good with him....We sort of slipped into this relationship and were like on an island together......but this feeling now is so overwhelming and I cannot define it other than being head over heels in love. IT IS SO CRAZY!

I start opening up more and more, I can't get enough of my Gipsy, I want to be with him ALL the time, even if it is only for five minutes inbetween classes, which I, of course, stretch to nice 10 minutes, taking the bad of coming late....I am not going to spoil this wonderful time with stupid rules of life in school or work. I seriously don't care right now, and hey, I know thats not a good thing, but i couldn't care less, really.....Gipsy, however, makes me go to classes and wants me to do good in school and I realize thats what J was talking about last year...that when you are together with someone, you DO CARE.
I, for example, care about Dany's health to the point that I yell at him because I think he should freakin go see a doctor when he just broke his freakin thumb! I care about him eating only once a day and then it is most of the time pizza and sprite. Hell thats NOT HEALTHY! I care about him being good at what he is doing (producing/engineering), I care about him in every way I can imagine. Drive save, my love, damn, do sth about your back problems, and oh, oh can't' you stay with me a little longer???

I think about him ALL THE TIME. I DO. My wife Klodi talks about her good and bad in her life, and when I start to talk, it is about HIM. hahahahaha. She loves it though, because she adopted him as her brother already long ago and she just told me today when we were sitting in 'my' french room (Brasserie Les Voyons on Hollywood Blvd) having wine and cigarettes and the obligatory apple tart (Dany wants me to not smoke at all, by the way. I don't smoke much but he thinks I shouldn't do it at all....Keita does so too and they are in good company and tradition with J who reacted furiously when I started smoking this spring after having been a very active anti-smoker for all my life to this point) ahm, what was I talking about, ah, about my wife telling me at my french room that she KNEW it, that I would fall in love with him.

Why? I asked her startled.
Well, I knew you wouldn't be able to resist this guy she said nonchalantly, He is just a very special guy you know....

OH, and HE IS!!!! He has taken my heart by surprise and I love him so much! I can't believe that this is happening in LA to me! LA will always be such a good memory for me just because of him and Klodi! haha,now, WHO would have thought that after my first fierce resentments against this city......but as destiny has it, this twist and turn of happenings makes this city really a city of angels for me

which there are: Klodi, Dany the Gipsy, my love! Keita, my soulbrother and inspiring friend, and some unknown souls that I will probably meet. But theser are really enough for me to be unconditionally happy and grateful towards life despite the difficulties and tough learning lessons that I am going through with my sister, the genius...

Ahhhh, and everybody asks me 'whats happening Piranha, are you in love?'
oh man, is it so obvious? it must be. I am radiating like a nuclear bomb i guess. oh, better like the sun rising over my magic beach in Malibu .... I could jump all the time and I am such a silly and funny person now, my wife is very amused.....

And Dany makes me melt away and his sense of humour is so sexy and He is the best thing that could have happened to me. and he says he feels like he is five years older than me hahahaha. and i am two years older than him. but he is really mature and he is SUCH A GOOD GUY!!!! and now, dear blogger and miscellaneous readers of this blablablog: thats SOMETHING! THAT PIRANHA IS IN LOVE WITH A GOOD GUY. and not an asshole, as usual. and also: PIRANHA DOESN"T CARE kissing her Gipsy in the middle of the hollywood blvd (his reaction 'what, you don't care? is that a movie or something?') or in the school ('what you don't care? what if someone sees us? what should they think? that you are my girlfriend or what?')
I mean, EEVERYBODY in his class thinks already since weeks that I am his girl. So why not make that a statement....


I LOVE HIM

so


MUCH