okay. after having thought so much about it the last days i decided to put on here some posts about one of the issues that haven been constantly a big deal for me during the past years and I will try to find out what they are about and if that won't work at least I will try to describe them as exactly as I can.
the rest will follow. its all about that I am white and wish I wasn't first of all and secondly that I am attracted way more by people with some afro-background than to white ones, although I ve been in love with 'whites' before which assures me of the fact that I am not fucked up totally after all. I hate to admit that I care about the color of any skin. it s so stupid and I am not free of it either.
now i go and shake my ass a little. salsa/hiphop night. I just hope they have some good hiphop out there. yeah. shaking asses to 'candyshop'...I dunno. it s a bit lame although, there is a whole story to why I still kind of have a love hate relatinship with that song. thats fucked up too, so expect some fucked up posts here in the near future.
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it is cosmically amusing, back and forth, that i'd drop in to your blog on the day where you write a "white girl" comment. oh, jesus, i'm assuming you're a woman...
you're very faithful to the blog, and i'm impressed...more than for the faithfulness, but that's what i'm pointing out...
thank you for the note you left. it was so nice and so wholly unanticipated. i thought i'd been very dull for a very long time.
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