I really agree with the notion that our being is composed of body, soul and spirit (whereas spirit actually is more to me than just intellect and mind.. but I am not very sure about the exact definitions yet.)
- body: ached. wanted to make love the whole night. tohim.
- soul: was overwhelmed, a storm of emotions were incited, it was driven to its very borders, projected (maybe? this is a term of the third realm of myself, that is intellect) longings and desires on him.
- mind/intellect: analyzed the above. its insights caused pain on the other side. cooled the emotions down. its pragamatic approach sucks. is helpful not to be totally hurt in the end.
listen to India.Arie. Brown skin..you know I love your brown skin....
think about what E.'s boyfriend said about Mr. Wonderful. he said: is this the whole story???? the case is clear like water: this guy wasn't interested. there is always a way to contact you. a wedding is no excuse.
and think: well yes, who knows.
fuck
i don't want to grow up if that includes becoming so rational. I want to feel real love.
simply
once in a life time
I can't believe that a guy should behave like Mr. Wonderful did that morning and pretend he wants to see you again whereas in reality he isn't interested. if this is part of good manners i just say: fuck manners
but my mind also tells me to be patient. we'll see what happens further
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