he s in a "patchy relationship" and can"t see me anymore due to that. because I am "too tempting in every way".
fine. he just stole my heart.
he hopes I understand that he can"t see me anymore.
I do understand
it just breaks my heart.
the guy in the subway handed me a handkerchief without saying anything.
i looked up what patchy means.
I smiled under my tears because I realized that the woman in me jumped in as soon as she realized that patchy doesn"t mean that he's happy in his relationship. the woman in me immediately started nourishing some hopes.
... - but I am the last one, me Piranha, to interfere in any relationship. I once made out with a guy who was married (and later got to know his wife and she was so nice it almost broke my heart then) and ever since it is my biggest fear the you fucking guys lie to me and say you aren't married or in a relationship although you are... it s not fair. for none of the concerned. it s simply not fair. I have my moral codes and I won't ever even think of getting you if there is someone who loves you way more than I do. But why do you try my heart out then. Why. I understand. but it breaks it. and I need it for the future damn...
damn. i still need it man. it s so unfair. it just breaks it. i can't help it.
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What bullshit men put young, single women through.
It's so hard dating in this day and age.
I also was intimate (basically made out heavily) with a married man, who lied to me too...
I don't play that... that messes up my relationship karma!
Certain types of men come with so much baggage, and they expect us to understand. Not my ass. I cuts them loose quick, fast and in a hurry... leaving them stunned and chagrined. I don't play. I have my own baggage to deal with.
I want a man who is going to give me his ALL. I'm no side dish, I am the main course... and that's how you should think of yourself too!
Screw him, let him wallow in his patchy relationship... alone. If a man truly wants to be with you... then he will be with YOU and no one else.
The people who "cheat" and lie about it are selfish. That's the bottom line.
To knowingly become involved with someone while with someone else, no good can possibly come of that, except the temporary feeling THEY get by making themselves feel better and more desirable.
To choose feeding ones ego over the feelings of mutiple people is cruel and heartless.
The man is not worth it.
You have done the right thing. He is unworthy of you, and may always be so.
I'm sorry it hurts. Just hold your head up and know he isn't worth your love.
*hugs*
now I'm the jealous one.......you live in L.A. for fuckssake....... ;)
not yet, not yet leeloreya!!! but sooooon! and i ll keep you posted about the crazy stuff that will happen to me there. and it will happen, for sure.
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