amazing how a call can change the whole day and the way you will feel the next days.
i just called and his voice so warm and deep felt like a wintercoat offered to me in a very cold night. there was just perfect understanding and words felt like mere transmitters of energy, the wind who carries the sweet sound of a violin playing somewhere way down at the shore of the river, behind some trees.
i don't know, there was still something missing i don't know what it is. i guess it is your smile. the lighteness. the easy gentle touch of a summerwind.
we are in winter now. thank you for your voice. it makes me warm inside. i know i wasn't wrong when i said you are not an asshole. i know i was right when i knew that you were going to treat me with respect. it s just that i have to read the signs in a way which is not totally occupied by my own points of views and interpretations.
i just called and his voice so warm and deep made me jump around and scream and make lots of crazy people noises ;-)
i can't stop smiling now. i feel like a junkie who knows that the feeling will only last until the next cold turkey which he will not endure and then come back to his drug. i know, i know, i know.
aren't we strange. i bet we are actually from the mars.
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as a fellow junkie i feel you. amazing how the familiar sight/voice of someone you dig can be such a drug. went out for a drink with an "old" friend and felt wonderful afterwards. really exhilarated.
the comedown leaves u really craving
obi: yeah, craving craving. but it saved the next four days or so. ahaha.
midwest: hehehehe. i think it was your clone. sorry. but he was quicker.
hehehe!
Hey, just showin luv:)
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