i admit.....i did it again...but it s really the ...hum, the last one.

the point is, no matter what, i never wanted to be one of those proud bitches but of course i have my own pride but i am also willing to fight for it. for what i think is right. i have my own set of rules and do's and don'ts....so i gave in to my urging feeling to continue spamming this poor guy with my mails.
here is the last one. just because i shared the other ones too, i would like to wrap it up here:

david, i don'T wanna annoy you or hurry you or
whatever, but waiting six days for a response is the
longest i can take. i am very impatient, i know, but
as i already told you on the phone, i can handle stuff
quite well, as long as i know what it is.

maybe you don't know yourself now what is on your mind
but even this fact would be a good one to share with
me. in the case the silence means a good bye i wanted
to say with Leonhard Cohen's song 'hey, thats no way
to say good bye' that i d like to know about this
decision as well.

i hope you understand. we are turning into ghosts
currently. and thats damn scary. i d rather bury a
beloved person who died than running the risk to be
haunted by a ghost when i expect it the least....

Piranha (kind of relaxed today)

i know i want this too. by the way.